Sunday, December 25, 2005
yayyy :) christmas rocked ! wow, but it has come and gone, which is really quite sadd because christmas really is the most wonderful time of the year, well chinese new year's great too, but thts just because of great little red packets filled with moneyy :) alrights, saturday was great because i received my very very muchh-wanted ipod nano from mummy dearest!! hehe its so great to finally get it, after pining for it for the longest time :)) and its white, such a sweet looking thingy! currently shoving songs inside it, cnt wait! haha sunday was even better because i met jing, which was a great xmas gift in itself! wowwee, and his present made me the happiest, all the effort was muchh appreciated, loved it! hehe anyway, thn we were just shopping around, bought three tops for myself yayy :) then he followed me to a christmas dinner thing at my aunt's, it was rather odd initially my relatives were quite excited at me bringing someone over haha naturally, i had to endure muchh teasing! but it was quite funn i must say haha yupps- so they've all insisted they want to see him more often at our gatherings, gosh, so awkwardd! but christams day/night was quite fun, we were playing loads of games! :) i even had to dressed as a christmas tree and catwalk, which i won!! okay, i sound like a bimbo, but it really was fun fun funn! enjoyed it` yeah, so this year's christmas was fabulous and i had a wonderful time tht ill always remember! maybe next year, we'll try to make it back in time for christmas agn, seeing as this was a first time home for xmas in many years :) alrights take care all, merry christmas and have a smashing new year!! toodles`
black&white ; 11:39 PM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
a new year always inspires me to begin a whole new chapter in my life, a completely fresh journey, and im ready for that change and ready to put my pen to paper and start '06 on a whole new slate :) its going to be a good year, at least i hope it will be, given tht its going to be a tough academic one, but im sure it'll be jam-packed with greaat memories in school, i think i might actually be almost living in school haha but ac's great so i don't mind! ahha plus ive got great classmates and friends annd jing (:
black&white ; 11:13 PM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
urggh, i'm sickk- feel all weak and disgusting ): hate it! i'm so lookng forward to christmas, it will be like the first christmas in dont-know-how-many-yrs tht ill be in singapore! no white christams this yr but thts alright (: im glad im here. im dying for an i pod nano so if anyone out thr is feeling generous this festive season, pls feel free to purchase one for yours truly (: thks in advance, whoever you may be. ok, now tht thats settled, im reallly looking forward to the 25th (: got nothing to blog about, so i'd btr go before i pour out nonsensical nonsense (:
black&white ; 8:31 PM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
its already past mid week and thrs ten happy days to christmas! cnt wait :) got nothing muchh planned today except ive got a wedding dinner tonight which i'm not tht thrilled about because ive no idea whos getting married :) just one of those distant distant relatives cousins daughter nonsense! shall decide if im gg laters. anw, the past few days have been greaat, met up with my cousins on monday and we watched the descent! its quite plotless but some parts are really quite scary haha i was jumping and screaming but overall i thought it was okay, not as gd as saw2 though! jing came over yesterday and he attempted (important word here being attempted) to play some girl games with my sister and i :) he totally sucks at snap and happy family and five stones, as you can see, i was reliving my childhood :) then he keeps trying to cheat, thinking he can bully us just because he's slightly stronger! then he got sad tht he kept losing so he decided to play xbox with my brother! tskk boyys. so thr i was, bored as hell, staring at a screen with animated soccer idiots chasing a ball for almost an hour! then they played basketball and car racing too. suchh joy i must say. but it was quite fun, i was attempting to play soccer but i couldnt even keep up with the ball so my brother gave into me by scoring in his own goal :) then we tortured them b making them watch sappy sloww chinese drama haha funn funn i could see the pained look on all their faces :) boys.
anyhow, i was just reading bryan's blog about vulnerability. i don't see whts wrong with needing someone, its not like the same as needing to eat or needing to sleep, its just a constant want for your othr half to be near you, just to feel his/her presence, whts so bad about that? like the saying goes : immature love says i love you because i need you, mature love says i need you because i love you. loving someone will automatically translate into missing them when they're not around, its not like you cnt function w/o them, it just mks the whole journey a lot better to experience. and being vulnerable is sth we go through all the time, even showing ur emotions is exposing ur inner self in some way or another, and this mks you just as vulnerable dont you think? needing friends and needing tht someone special are two very different forms of needing. the former engaging our social instincts and the latter engaging our inner heartfelt feelings. dont be afraid to be vulnerable, only thn cn you experience love :) ohkays, enough thoughts to last me a whole year hahas, will blog agn soon. and bryan just in case u read this, it had absolutely nothing to do with you, was just thoughts i had after reading ur blog yupps tkcare all.
black&white ; 8:17 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
god, its already the 12th! officially three weeks till school begins all over agn. don't know if i'm happy or sad about this :) i mean j2 is just going to suck and i know it but then agn i miss school in some way or anthr! i'm really crossing my fingers hoping we eithr get a whole new batch of tchrs or our current ones suddenly undergo personality makeovers by the third of jan. ok, the latter won't happen even whn the world ends, tough luck. anyway, my japan trip has been finally cancelled, because of my granddad's medical condition, so we've decided to stay in sg to accompany him :) while tht leaves me with 10 more days to face lovely singapore, i've got 10 more days with you! ohh yeah, tht reminds me , 10 more days to start on the heaps and piles of holiday hwk i've yet to complete. joyy. its the wonderful time of year whn the christmas lights go up, the christmas trees shoot up from concrete floors, and everyone is caught up in the hustle and bustle of christmas shoppingg!!haha so like everyone else, i shall be embarking on this wonderful journey :) cnt wait! but i haven't got any specific presents in mind though shucks. alrighteys, i gotta get ready for townn :) tkcare all-
black&white ; 6:53 PM
Friday, December 09, 2005
yay :) christmas is coming!! feels so good; anyway hi to everyone, decided to get a brand new blog back on since i've got all the time in the world! wow its already 9th of december, which also means that we've got two-thirds of a month left of our holidays and then its back to school, with miserable tchrs, miserable workload but great fun with everyone :) in a really twisted kinda way, i'm actually looking forward to school despite the state of the tchrs in ac. i'm sure thr are many who know who i'm talking about ;) ac's great, tinyy problem is tht the tchrs are just so... urgh. anyhow, hopefully everyone's been having great fun the past few weeks, i'm soo happy right now! i'm sure you know wht i'm referring to rights? hehs. anw, worked for a little while in nov, for four days exactly, doing some superr long survey thing whr we've gotta approach ppl and all :) it wasn't as bad as i thought though, had a good time, not to mention the extra income for some christmas shopping hahah. went to bali for a little while as well, it was not bad! sun, sea, sand in the best combination ever! got a little little darker (yay!) and basically lazed in the sun all day relaxing and tanning! bought a new bikini too (more yay!) bali was goood. this has been the best sch hols i've ever had :) kayaking, wakeboarding, snorkelling, retail therapy, tanning and best of all, youu :) alrighteys, thts about all i've got to say for now, back tmr! tkcare.
black&white ; 2:58 AM
just testing out the whole layout :)
black&white ; 2:35 AM